Thoughts and Struggles

This is about my family and extended family. This is about addictions that our family struggles through. God has put on my heart to serve my family, love my family, and stand in the gap for my family. This is my journey through this process. I will attempt to write daily my most intimate thoughts, struggles, praises, prayer requests, and so on. Please encourage me when things get hard, praise with me when stuff goes well, and hope with me when at times nothing will go right. Stand in the gap with me while I share with you.
Here we go.....
I read over my original post and realized I have not held up the end of my bargain.
I really want to do this for several different reasons. I want the encouragement others
can give me, I want to encourage someone else who's family has imperfections like mine,
I want a season of Breaking Free from addiction that has held on so tightly to my family.
I know how hard it is to come to the place that you want to give up because you see no
hope. I need God to show me his hand in this, and I know he will. Whether or not it will
happen in my lifetime is to be determined.